Fixations.
Generally, people go through a few fixations here and there that come and go over the years. Creative people especially seem to have out of the ordinary and rather odd fixations that I’d like to believe make them more interesting. Thinking over my own interests, I realized I tend to engulf myself in these manias a bit extremely…
1. Lime Green
For over 8 years lime green has been dominating my life with its presence. If some people have a nickname amongst friends, my social identity is in colour. Everything that can be tastefully bought in lime green, I own. Coffee cups, little accessories, bed covers, and pillows are a start. My room walls are also in lime green, which seems insane but they look surprisingly nice. The green is also always complimented with perfect white and birch. The Kawasaki ninja comes in lime and I crave it. I plan on owning a lime green mini with two white stripes. Even my wedding will probably be lime green and white, in a birch wood setting. If I had a colour pallet, green, white and birch are it.
5. Traveling
Ever since I first flew on a plane at the age of two I’ve been obsessed. Thanks to my parents who travel at least twice a year, this privilege has become a constant need and fixation. At the age of 19 I realized I have been to 19 countries and swore to keep the count up every year (I’m a year behind
). Travel really expands your methods of thinking and I would recommend it to everyone, even if it were a small road trip across the boarder to America or a hop over the pond to Britain. But it also makes you realize how small our planet really is.
2. France
I fell in love with France after visiting it for the first time in grade 10, seeing not only Paris but also a few coastal towns like Biarritz and the south. I soon started to fixate on everything French, supported the French team in FIFA, sported the flag, and took two years of French studies in university. I was practically turning myself French. While visiting Las Vegas, Paris was obviously my favorite place to eat and stay. I visited Paris twice more since, however on my last trip, this year, the love vanished. I now absolutely hate Paris.
4.Commercialism, commodities and consumerism.
Following Karl Marx’s theory on commodity fetishism, as well as our societies rather ridiculous abstraction of value, I found myself embracing consumerism rather then fighting the system that will prevail regardless. Why not bask in the luxurious marketing and abstracted realities that we are fed commercially, since they are a reflection of our own desires. Thus I fixate on commercial products, well-designed packaging, beautiful wrapping, the act of unveiling a new commodity, the hunt for new luxurious products as a guilty pleasure, and engulfing in the lifestyle marketing that these products entitle. To reject capitalism, commercialism and consumer commodities is to reject the system we inevitably live in. Taking away the purpose of money is to take away the purpose of going to work everyday, which will eventually lead to a boring and depressing existentialist view on life and economic suicide, a direction I cannot take. Love the system.
5.René Magritte
I have always been fond of witty surrealist paintings and the works of Dali, but my fixation on Rene Magritte probably started after visiting his museum in Brussels when I was young. I felling head over heals for his “Le Fils De L’Homme” painting, also known as the faceless business man, and what it signifies, the “conflict between the visible that is hidden and the visible that is present”. Over the years I have attached many personal theories into what such a painting might imply on society, social manners, and people’s false facades in general. This painting also lead to my love for bowler hats and everything corporate, linking to good ol’ capitalism.
http://www.musee-magritte-museum.be/Portail/Site/Typo3.asp?lang=FR&id=languagedetect

5. Sugar
Many years ago my cousin showed me a few sugar packs she had collected while on a trip through Ukraine, and this made me realize that in Europe, every establishment had their own sugar packs, much like business cards with a purpose. First thinking she was being ridiculous, I ended up jumping on her band wagon and have been collecting sugar since. It’s turned into a mission rather then just taking the ones I come across, since I made an effort to visit almost every single casino on the Las Vegas strip for their sugar. Everyone around me usually also gets involved and brings me back sugar from their travels. Special thank you goes out to Elaine for her Asian contribution last year.
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